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Friday, August 26, 2005


I don't know if my lack of concentration is medicinally induced or as a result of the disorder.

I have zero frigging patience today.

I also have a very short temper.

I also have these emotional breezes that wander through, quick and dirty, that make me feel like I want to cry, and then right on the heels of that is the short temper.

I am not depressed.

I don't know what I am. Not really happy about whatever it is.

Blogger broke said...
Such odd undefined moods can be really unnerving. However unpleasant depression is, at least you can put a name to it. Perhaps this kind of experience emphasises the complexity of human psychology. Doctors often speak as if the psyche is a country they have completely conquered and fully mapped. I don't believe them. I don't think it does us, their patients, any good to believe it - because when these uncategorized, scary moments come along they frighten us all the more.. the view of the psyche that the doctors have described dosen't match our expereince, which is far more complex... "This isn't on your map!"

Hope you feel more whole soon blondzila,
take care

Anonymous Anonymous said...
I think all that you described makes you HUMAN...  

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